自信？！

單身時的我是充滿自信的

但是談戀愛的我 完全相反

過去的一年似乎有點跨張過頭了

為何極度在意別人的眼光？

我是個上帝寵愛的小孩

我不需要在意他人的想法

但是我要注重上帝的

不只一個朋友說要有自信

我信主會provide的

Thank you my Heavenly Father.


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A letter for you

Hey handsome.

I have to say this will be a VERY LONG message........

Sorry did not contact you for many days.

Because I need some space, distant and quite time for reflection and confession. To really think about what do I do wrong in these days.
I went back Taiwan for my nephew's a month birthday party. So I did not attend the choir rehearsal today. Sorry did not tell you earlier.
These days I realize that the passed year I did not give everything to God. I tried to control everything by my hands. Due to lock to confident and secure.
I remember you asked me a question why HK women do not get marry or in a relationship. I don't really know others. But my reason is my family. My mum and da had 12 siblings and 70% of them had divorce or marriage problems,even my own parents had marriage problems. Before I been a Sunday school teacher and involve a couples GG that I am worry and scary of having baby or get marry. Because my mind set is I enjoy be individual. But Sunday school and GG did really change me a lot. But some point some how I still be worry about it. Before I become Christian that I am always try to control everything by myself. I guessed the passed year that due to the scary I try to control instead let God lead.
I am really sorry that did not respect you for getting your confirmation. Sorry be so nonsense.

Sign........ Really need to learn let God control not me.

Hope you had a great Sunday. Have a bless week la. I will have a day trip to GZ tomorrow. Nite nite.


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忘記

Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. (Lamentations 3:22-23 NIV)

Lord thanks for your teaching.

這一年的我

完全忘記了我的目光應該要放在那

這一年的我

完全只在意放大他人的目光

這一年的我

完全不記得這條路上學習的種種事物

這一年的我

真的是夠了

感謝主 感謝你的提醒 感謝你的當頭棒喝

沒辦法形容我現在心中的感動
眼眶的淚水是來自祂的愛

I forget to be humbly waiting.

I forget to be patient.


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Thank you my Heavenly Father

Dear Heavenly Father.

Thank you for each lesson that you teach me.

Instead of keeping myself self pity. I choose to believe in you.

I believe he is you plan for me. He is the one that you choose for me. He is the one that you ask me to try and believe in you.

So I trust you.

Thank you again for your lesson.

Remind me that nothing else will be important than you. You are the one my eyes should focus on.

Thank you my lovely Heavenly Father. Thank you for I am your beloved daughter.

In your mighty name I pray. Amen


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我有看見~你跟她

其實昨天我有看到你跟她一起走~

其實昨天我難過到睡得很差~

其實我不知道該怎辦~

其實你可能以為我沒有看到你~

但是~我有~

因為我以為你是要回家，所以我可以比你早到家

我記得我跟你說過

我不喜歡勉強 我不喜歡試探 我不喜歡抓賊 我不喜歡人家不喜歡的是我還要求對方或是我自己對對方做

我記得你有說過
你不喜歡欺騙 你不喜歡外遇 你不喜歡被矇在鼓裡 你不喜歡驚喜

可是既然你不喜歡人家對你做 但是你對我做~

老實說我不知道我該怎做

我只能倚靠神~

我想知道祂要我學的是什麼課程

祂要給我的經驗是什麼

因為我真的不知道我能怎麼做

Juno 說要我自己冷靜一下 暫時少跟你接觸

我只能說我看到一個更大的驚嚇

其實可不可以不要一直掉眼淚

你的生氣 我可以解讀是惱羞成怒嗎?

其實我才應該生氣的吧

大吵ㄧ架

我不知道要寫什麼

因為不想數落你的不是

但是我又不想眼淚ㄧ直落

其實到底是誰的錯

我有在車站看到你

只是我想我可以早點到家

顯然你不愛surprise

顯然你不是回家

你說 這對你不公平 我沒有通知你就跑到你家

I am sorry and I won't again.


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我猜～

我猜

有人可能感冒了

希望他明天會好轉

感冒散退


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吵醒你了

今天跟Bong 吃飯

回家時

太晚了

傳簡訊給你

把你吵醒了

你說it's ok

我想說 你真的會把我寵壞的.......

XD


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你的不舒服

你的不舒服

我的很擔心

知道你會要我不要擔心，但是其實是有難度的，啊是怎麼可能不擔心你啦？

唉，不過謝謝你願意跟我說你的不舒服，請你不要擔心你會麻煩到我，feel welcome to bother me....... My love.....


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