Peggy 說

My faith is weak. Sorry Lord, I should trust you with all my heart. But I did not. Pls forgive me as I am a sinner.
Lord, I am praying that I will be Syl's bride by your will.
Even if this is end that I won't feel harm or hurt. Because you love me so much and the best has not come yet.

In Jesus' name.

Amen.

Peggy 說的，老實說還是有點怕
但是天父是愛我的
所以假如真的是，那就結吧！


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還給你，你的自由

溫柔

走在風中 今天陽光 突然好溫柔
天的溫柔 地的溫柔 像你抱著我
然後發現 你的改變 孤單的今後
如果冷 該怎麼度過

天邊風光 身邊的我 都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏著什麼 我從來都不懂
沒有關係 你的世界 就讓你擁有
不打擾 是我的溫柔

不知道 不明瞭 不想要
為什麼 我的心
明明是想靠近 卻孤單的黎明

不知道 不明瞭 不想要
為什麼 我的心

那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛 給你

不知不覺 不情不願 又到巷子口
我沒有哭 也沒有笑 因為這是夢
沒有預兆 沒有理由 你真的有說過
如果有 就讓你自由

我給你自由 我給你自由
我給你自由 我給你自由
我給你 全部 全部 全部 全部自由

這是我的溫柔 還給你的自由
這是我的溫柔 還給你的自由


Wewe 說 可不可以談戀愛跟工作一樣強硬

Flora 說這樣談戀愛很吃虧

Elly 說 怎麼可以不生氣？

其實

這就是我啊

所以我真的沒辦法處理你的心情想法

我現在只想處理好我自已

我知道會痛，只是我沒想到會這麼痛

這是我的溫柔，所以還給你你的自由。

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痛

其實真的會痛

很痛

只是

Lord, why?
I don't know
Really don't know

Lord, help me. I really need cooling down. Pls help me treat Syl as normal bro. Pls let me focus other stuff instead of him. Really need your help of this. I can't do by myself. Lord, need your help.
Amen


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Dinner with Flora

Flora 說 她可以從我收到你信的反應知道我有多喜歡你

還說 我應該要想想我該怎麼從新設定我的"Boyfriend user friendly manual"

好像應該要寫筆記

是應該好好想想了

明天開始吧 XD

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Father, thank you. Really thank you

Father, I am sorry that I really lock of patient and easy to lose temper.
Thank you for love me still.
Thank you for Syl's action.
Thank you for keep your promises.
Thank you for this project.
Thank you for letting joy upon me.

I will keep worry about everything but pls keep me stand firm and trust in you.
Like I say that I have faith in you that believe Syl is your plan and chosen for me.
Thank you for love me.

Really thank you.

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Hi Gill, how are you these days?
I have paid the money into your account.
I thank you so much for all your patients, help,cares and concerns to me, Almighty God will reward you in a very surprising ways.
Gill, i want to apologize to you for all the delay refund of the money,the time i promised to pay you back.
Ever since this year i have been encountering so many challenges, familiar financial issues, trials and temptations back home. Things have never been as i expected it to be.
But i'm happy that i have a God that is alive, and i have faith in him that as long as he lives, i can face all the life challenges.
And i strongly believe that with God all things are possible.
I know that you may have felt so bad or angry with me about the money or any other things.
I have to apologize for everything.🙏.
Things has been tough for me, family problems arising from time to time. I got a call from my home that my only kind and closest step brother just passed away in the hospital after 2 days of brief illness, leaving behind,his wife and 5 childrens, among them are 3 university undergraduate 😰😭.This is just another problem that just occurred.
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Dear Syl.
Thank you for your sharing. Also thank you for the returning money to me.
Actually, i have to say sorry if I do any or say any thing about the money you borrow that really sorry. For me, as I mentioned if any help that can let you less stress or less frustrating, please let me know. Because I would love to share your heavy burdens, as long as you willing share with me.
I am not sad or angry that you pay me back late. Because I know some situations that you are facing. I would love to help and support you if I know what support or help that you need.
The thing that make me sad or frustrate or depress is because we don't have a good communication or quality time that I keep over thinking or can't see you.
I don't know the detail of what happen to you or what made you frustrate or what I can help.
I can only over thinking, over thinking, over thinking and keep looping.
Back to basic if we still just friendship then why not back to normal.
Then I don't have to that un happy. I just don't like this unhappy me. Keep asking myself what am I doing now.
Sometime don't know you. Even feel I just like stranger. Don't know you are in racing or GG event.
I have to say sorry that you mentioned keep everything low profile. But for me it's been a year been with you. Sorry that when Mel or other people ask that I did tell them. Sorry for that might bothering you.
Just thinking if you still unconcern about this then I think it is a good timing for back to be just friend or brother and sister that will keep you less stress. Really sorry for keep u in this situation.
What do you think about that?


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其實我該那你怎麼辦？

真的不知道該拿你怎辦？

其實很想你

其實還愛你

只是再這樣

我應該會先放棄我自已


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First choice

I just wanna be someone 's first choice.

I do.

SOMEONE's FIRST CHOICE.


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最近的你

有感覺到最近的你找我找的很勤~

可能感覺到我的冷淡~

週日直接將帳號給你~其實是因為你一直說~

可能我太直接了吧~

哀~

老實說對你~

我真的不知道你想怎樣~然後我想怎樣~

可能我把一切想的都太簡單~太單純~

但是為何要那麼複雜阿~

這~

我~

真的不懂ㄝ~

其實我也不知道

其實現在我也不知道

該怎麼辦

唉

Father, please help me. I don't know what to do. It just...... I am really lock of patient ah. Should be a lesson for me. But it is just so difficult. I don't know and please really need ur peace.


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I don't know

其實現在這樣冷處理你

我也不知道會怎樣

但是我對father have faith.

He knows me better than I do.

Just believe in him. And he will lead.

Sorry father sometime that I am not obedient at all, but thank you for loving still.

Thank you.


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