Father, thank you. Really thank you

Father, I am sorry that I really lock of patient and easy to lose temper.
Thank you for love me still.
Thank you for Syl's action.
Thank you for keep your promises.
Thank you for this project.
Thank you for letting joy upon me.

I will keep worry about everything but pls keep me stand firm and trust in you.
Like I say that I have faith in you that believe Syl is your plan and chosen for me.
Thank you for love me.

Really thank you.

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Hi Gill, how are you these days?
I have paid the money into your account.
I thank you so much for all your patients, help,cares and concerns to me, Almighty God will reward you in a very surprising ways.
Gill, i want to apologize to you for all the delay refund of the money,the time i promised to pay you back.
Ever since this year i have been encountering so many challenges, familiar financial issues, trials and temptations back home. Things have never been as i expected it to be.
But i'm happy that i have a God that is alive, and i have faith in him that as long as he lives, i can face all the life challenges.
And i strongly believe that with God all things are possible.
I know that you may have felt so bad or angry with me about the money or any other things.
I have to apologize for everything.🙏.
Things has been tough for me, family problems arising from time to time. I got a call from my home that my only kind and closest step brother just passed away in the hospital after 2 days of brief illness, leaving behind,his wife and 5 childrens, among them are 3 university undergraduate 😰😭.This is just another problem that just occurred.
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Dear Syl.
Thank you for your sharing. Also thank you for the returning money to me.
Actually, i have to say sorry if I do any or say any thing about the money you borrow that really sorry. For me, as I mentioned if any help that can let you less stress or less frustrating, please let me know. Because I would love to share your heavy burdens, as long as you willing share with me.
I am not sad or angry that you pay me back late. Because I know some situations that you are facing. I would love to help and support you if I know what support or help that you need.
The thing that make me sad or frustrate or depress is because we don't have a good communication or quality time that I keep over thinking or can't see you.
I don't know the detail of what happen to you or what made you frustrate or what I can help.
I can only over thinking, over thinking, over thinking and keep looping.
Back to basic if we still just friendship then why not back to normal.
Then I don't have to that un happy. I just don't like this unhappy me. Keep asking myself what am I doing now.
Sometime don't know you. Even feel I just like stranger. Don't know you are in racing or GG event.
I have to say sorry that you mentioned keep everything low profile. But for me it's been a year been with you. Sorry that when Mel or other people ask that I did tell them. Sorry for that might bothering you.
Just thinking if you still unconcern about this then I think it is a good timing for back to be just friend or brother and sister that will keep you less stress. Really sorry for keep u in this situation.
What do you think about that?


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