A letter for you

Hey handsome.

I have to say this will be a VERY LONG message........

Sorry did not contact you for many days.

Because I need some space, distant and quite time for reflection and confession. To really think about what do I do wrong in these days.
I went back Taiwan for my nephew's a month birthday party. So I did not attend the choir rehearsal today. Sorry did not tell you earlier.
These days I realize that the passed year I did not give everything to God. I tried to control everything by my hands. Due to lock to confident and secure.
I remember you asked me a question why HK women do not get marry or in a relationship. I don't really know others. But my reason is my family. My mum and da had 12 siblings and 70% of them had divorce or marriage problems,even my own parents had marriage problems. Before I been a Sunday school teacher and involve a couples GG that I am worry and scary of having baby or get marry. Because my mind set is I enjoy be individual. But Sunday school and GG did really change me a lot. But some point some how I still be worry about it. Before I become Christian that I am always try to control everything by myself. I guessed the passed year that due to the scary I try to control instead let God lead.
I am really sorry that did not respect you for getting your confirmation. Sorry be so nonsense.

Sign........ Really need to learn let God control not me.

Hope you had a great Sunday. Have a bless week la. I will have a day trip to GZ tomorrow. Nite nite.


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